emotional: uncertainty of the future

Today, I attend EQ training, which I totally agreed that 'human afraid the unknown/uncertainty'.

Nobody likes things are not happened like they want or plan it. But nobody knows what will happened when times goes by. I have been holding this fear and do not know who I speak to, and I think it is time for me to share what I fear now.

I have been used to where most of my needs has been fulfill by the Almighty. Now which I fear is, I always pray to Him 'murahkan rezeki ku dan dia ya Allah. Because I am being curios of the future, I always burden my thoughts with - what happened if the money is not enough to support everything? I dont want to be live in life which can lead to sin or maksiat, I want a halal relationship which been blessed by Allah SWT..here, my friend always give encouragement words saying that Allah SWT will help and murahkan rezeki when the time has come. But like other people who have uncertainty..your trust to Him will be a bit less. Then I will say to my self, I cannot think like that, just wait what will happen.. just like Allah SWT always say "kun fa ya kun"..

Uncertainty of the future brings me this feeling of fear and less of trust. and what the future hold we will never know. Ya Allah, pliz give me strength and patients to whatever challenges U give me.

Thank you, Alhamdulillah and Amin

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