Weeks before I went to Hajj..I took medicine to stop my period. The doctor advise me to eat 3 tablets perday but I said others eat 2 and he said okay. Why am I saying this because it is one of His power to show to us when He insist, it happen.
Ustaz Fahmi (one of our advisor) has said before, when u sick, not the medicine u took make you good again. It is because His will to let the medicine be a cure for you. That is why we must always syukur to Him. Which I remember that I was to obsessed to trust the medicine I took and forgot about Him.
The story goes..
My period should be around 25-28 in every month. I ate the medicine one week before that which the doctor advise so. Alhamdulillah, I am able to perform 40 times of the prayer at An Nabawi Mosque and able to Visit Rasulullah SAW tomb and heaven garden (Raudhah). Maybe you see this as the effectiveness of the medicine. Remember I did not stop eating the pill.
Waiting for wukuf day, is something which is very excited because this is differentiated between hajj and umrah. After the night at Arafah, after we pray (which we able to subuh at Muzdalifah), I choose to went to toilet (when which I can go to toilet the night waiting for the bus to Mina). I period (brownish) but hours before that I ate my pills. I was shocked at devastated because I can not do anything about it. Even I continued to eat the pills, the blood seems did not stop. Can you understand now what I mean?..When He insist, it happened.
Be positive and look at the bright side (hikmah) why all these things happened. I have my rest at Mina (sleep and eat until I can not sleep after the third say). No need to queue for wudu because the place for wudu only for 2 or 3 people only. Take energy for throw the stone at nite. You see..I take it positvely after awhile.
The challenge getting bigger when my period went for almost 14 days. And I havent performed tawaf. I start to nervous breakdown when We will going back to Malaysia 7 days more. I doa to him let my period end fast because I worried it is the effect of the pills when I stop taking it (this time I already stop taking the pills). He did not fulfills my doa, but look at the other side Ustazah said if my period keep on until 15 days, it may be 'istihadah' blood and I can performed tawaf the 17th day. When I see this challenge, I understand that we do not know what happened in the future, but He knows, that is why Allah SWT did not fulfills but give this a challenge of emotion.
For your information, my period stop exactly 14 days. Previously I did pray to Allah SWT request to Him, when the last day of me staying at Mekah, I would like to perform the tawaf wada myself, show me miracle when my pills finish, my period (which doctor said bleeding) will not occur. My pills actually enough for 7 days after back from Mina. My pray has been answered by other way around. Other things that Ustazah brief that when a women in istihadah she no need to tawaf wada. You see..His will of let my body to stop the period 14 days rather than more than 15 days, allowed me see His Kaabah for the last day (which I hope I can see His Kaabah again).
InsyaAllah...
Ustaz Fahmi (one of our advisor) has said before, when u sick, not the medicine u took make you good again. It is because His will to let the medicine be a cure for you. That is why we must always syukur to Him. Which I remember that I was to obsessed to trust the medicine I took and forgot about Him.
The story goes..
My period should be around 25-28 in every month. I ate the medicine one week before that which the doctor advise so. Alhamdulillah, I am able to perform 40 times of the prayer at An Nabawi Mosque and able to Visit Rasulullah SAW tomb and heaven garden (Raudhah). Maybe you see this as the effectiveness of the medicine. Remember I did not stop eating the pill.
Waiting for wukuf day, is something which is very excited because this is differentiated between hajj and umrah. After the night at Arafah, after we pray (which we able to subuh at Muzdalifah), I choose to went to toilet (when which I can go to toilet the night waiting for the bus to Mina). I period (brownish) but hours before that I ate my pills. I was shocked at devastated because I can not do anything about it. Even I continued to eat the pills, the blood seems did not stop. Can you understand now what I mean?..When He insist, it happened.
Be positive and look at the bright side (hikmah) why all these things happened. I have my rest at Mina (sleep and eat until I can not sleep after the third say). No need to queue for wudu because the place for wudu only for 2 or 3 people only. Take energy for throw the stone at nite. You see..I take it positvely after awhile.
The challenge getting bigger when my period went for almost 14 days. And I havent performed tawaf. I start to nervous breakdown when We will going back to Malaysia 7 days more. I doa to him let my period end fast because I worried it is the effect of the pills when I stop taking it (this time I already stop taking the pills). He did not fulfills my doa, but look at the other side Ustazah said if my period keep on until 15 days, it may be 'istihadah' blood and I can performed tawaf the 17th day. When I see this challenge, I understand that we do not know what happened in the future, but He knows, that is why Allah SWT did not fulfills but give this a challenge of emotion.
For your information, my period stop exactly 14 days. Previously I did pray to Allah SWT request to Him, when the last day of me staying at Mekah, I would like to perform the tawaf wada myself, show me miracle when my pills finish, my period (which doctor said bleeding) will not occur. My pills actually enough for 7 days after back from Mina. My pray has been answered by other way around. Other things that Ustazah brief that when a women in istihadah she no need to tawaf wada. You see..His will of let my body to stop the period 14 days rather than more than 15 days, allowed me see His Kaabah for the last day (which I hope I can see His Kaabah again).
InsyaAllah...
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