Last Saturday, my first cousin engagement =)
My cousin engagement is actually have internal affairs (family of course) which I would not elaborate more....the family condition of my cousin, reminds me that when I was still in high school, I met cousin which I never knew.. and its happened to be that the father was my aunty (my dad sis) ex bf. her ex bf quite rich and their daughter also very bright. my aunty always keep on saying that and with a face which hold memories 'he was my past'....
frankly speaking, its not only my aunty have these kind of memories. friends of mine, whenever her ex or someone has chased her before getting engage or married, she always talk about them and how was their relationship before. voice full of regret when in ur heart u wish u was that girl who he married, u wish that ur life would be better if u were the one with him...lucky that my past is my present and my future. =).
Indeed, some of people I have crush on, whenever I look at their photo with their partner, I always wish that I was that girl. but, my looking at it, will that make me happy?.. no..it makes me hurt more. and I always comfort myself that, they must be saying the same thing if the look at my photo. =)..
memories are something that make u still alive, make u smile, make u cry. but holding memories will not make ones happy...memories are always memories..what matters are the future..
P/S: i promise aite to tell u the result of my experiment, but i didnt measure my tummy..hehehe..next week kay..i start all over again..